원글

I'm a positive thinker.

I told myself that 99% of the things I worry about won't happen,

and I encouraged myself by believing that I wouldn't be rejected when I asked her out, so everything would be fine.

So I made sure to keep a close eye on her and went to work.

When I got to work,

I was lucky enough to find a nurse working alone in the treatment room!

But...

There was also a doctor nearby.

Well, it was a treatment room, so it's not surprising that there would be a doctor there.

But I couldn't invite him to dinner then.

I just feel defeated (^-^;

Maybe God made it so that I couldn't talk to the nurse today for some reason, like my false eyelashes weren't perfect or the timing wasn't good.

After that, I worked hard all day, but

I bought a beer on my way home.

Because that's what I wanted.

My next chance is on Monday, on the same day shift.

I'm happy that we'll be able to work together all day,

but it's going to be busy, so I think the best thing to do is first thing in the morning.

Please God!

I've decided to go full throttle in my last summer in my 30s.

I don't want to be unable to ask her out or not even be able to grab the chance.

I want to do my best.

Please!